A number of topics that should most likely be discussed considering any/all dabbling I may or may not do in fandom.

( Pornography )


( Drama )


( Txt tlk/chatspeak/other internet lingos )


( Rabid fangirls/boys of anything )


( Politics/Religion )


( Pirating music/movies/games )


Feel I left something out that you'd like to have me discuss here? Comment, I'll write up a paragraph or two on it and put it up.

I'm sticking it to my mother by being at the library! Honestly, I find it terribly pathetic that I'm not allowed to be at the library when my mother has her say. It's two blocks away ffs.

Because I've nothing better to do with my time after winning $15 playing video slots today and no one texts me, have a meme I ganked from serenityveritas.

( music related )

Ringing the year in with Bobaflex in Chillicothe, and Matt asking me if I'd ever consider going out with him again. Highlights of my entire year. >.>

Low point is the whole fiasco with Sarah.

Part of it I wish I could change, other parts no.

Still no internet at home. Somehow, this really isn't as hard to tollerate as everyone seems to think it'd be. Yeah, I'm still losing my mind and all that, but it could be worse. Left Matt.. again. Yes, I'm aware this seems to be becoming a habit, shut up about it.

Think I'm FINALLY over the pork flu now, other than the fact I've still got a really bad cough. Being sick was such a PAIN! If I wasn't puking or trying to not panic about coughing fits that made it insanely hard to breathe, I was sleeping like a rock and other various bouts of laziness that I hated. Way glad it's over now.

You're a horrible friend, a slut and a perfect match for that whore you're engaged to. What could EVER possess you to think that I'd be okay with what you tried to do? I trusted you bitch, stuck by you through thick and thin for EIGHT YEARS of our lives, and you thank me by trying to sleep with my boyfriend and claiming he would change for you because you were better for him than I am? I hope to hell you call me looking for support when your Navy boy breaks your heart. Because when you do, I'm just going to laugh and hang up on you. I cared about you once. For a while there, I thought I might have loved you. But now? I wish I'd never met you, even if those were the happiest 8 years of my life.


No, I never confronted her. I want to, I haven't got a clue why I don't really, but I probably never will. I'll never forgive her for what she did, but it's not worth the mark on my conscience if she offs herself over it.

Neither, I'd want to be at home in my room drawing or reading a book.

In my room hiding from people, which I guess counts as at home.

This is an info dump for the people of TRsRockin, but my LJ friends can play too. :3


( Lots of talk )

Don't fall for Matt. Talk to him, hang out with him, fuck him if the idea comes up, but don't develop feelings for him. You and him aren't compatible relationship wise, probably be awesome in the sack though.

Oh, and don't smoke before you go take your OGTs. There's gonna be cops there, and judging by the way one of them kind of lingered over you, they smelled it. Just wait until you get home kay, you'll have earned it by then.

Fuck Twilight. I failed an English assignment cause they tried to make me read that shit.

If I had to pick a vampire I want to be bitten by, I'd have to pick Asher from Laurell K. Hamilton's Anita Blake: Vampire Hunter series, preferably before he got pussified when the series started to suck. Why? Observe: "Asher's bite is literally orgasmic, to the point where his victims (including Anita) may become literally addicted to his bite, and may experience orgasmic flash-backs hours or days after being bitten."

Link list I cbfed to make private. Just stuff I'm saving to have after I reformat my computer, feel free to browse through it and lol. Listed by folder so I know where to reorganise them to later.


( lots of them )

A couple weeks ago. I had insomnia, so I sat up and did absolutely nothing for a week.

Convincing myself I don't still care about him, three months after the fact, is a hell of a lot harder now that we talk again. I start to miss hearing his voice, and he asks if he's still allowed to call. Fuck.. I dunno if I can do this and manage to ease away from this crush -- or is it still love at this point? -- I've still got on him.

I think everyone changes a bit for the person they love/lust after, even if they don't know they're changing. Being in love or thinking you're in love leaves a mark on you, the size and shape of the mark depending on how good or bad the relationship or lack of goes. Did I change specifically for that person? I tried to, but it didn't work too well. I'd rather just be me and let the only changes be the ones that help me adjust to being with another person.

I've been in a really deep mood lately, and figure I'll share. I've got a bit more sharing to do as well.. which will take a lot more typing than I can do right now with my English class about to start. Enjoy the read.

( looooooooooooong )

http://www.motherjones.com/politics/2009/04/should-obama-control-internet

I'll just leave this here with a simple WTF.

Letter under cut:
( sigh )

{TL;DR for those who don't care much about Ohio's budget: Governor Strickland considers other things more important than the educations of Ohio's youth who are unable (for whatever reason [having kids, health problems, etc]) to attend traditional public schools.}

Now, I attend the school that put that letter out. A charter school. One that would be forced to shut down if these budget cuts pass. I'm 18 years old in 10th grade (technically), I couldn't go back to traditional public school if I had to. Which means I wouldn't be able to get my high school diploma if budget cuts shut ECOT down. I'd be able to take the GED test, but that would be settling. I, as a student ANYWHERE, deserve to have an option that isn't "settling" for less. If they're going to take away the education of the future generation, what the hell do they think is gonna happen to the world?

Guh. Just, guh. Damn it all, I have no other words for just how fucked up this can turn out to be.

Damn it. I had something long and vaguely interesting to say, but I kinda lost it mid train of thought. Got a hell of a buzz though..

Yeah, updating to say I'm too high to remember what I was updating about. Go me.

Liz says:
oh hey, there was an asteroid that came within 40,000 miles of Earth? sweet :D
Mike - 143 says:
ooo :o
Mike - 143 says:
how big was this asteroid
Liz says:
"Measuring about 50m across, it would have delivered an impact equivalent to a three-megatonne nuclear weapon."
Mike - 143 says:
50 miles?
Mike - 143 says:
or metres?
Mike - 143 says:
meters*
Liz says:
meters I think
Mike - 143 says:
that's a pretty devastating impact O_o
Liz says:
miles is abbreviated mi instead of just m
Mike - 143 says:
good point einstein
Liz says:
:P
Liz says:
giant spacerack though
Liz says:
rock
Liz says:
whatever
Mike - 143 says:
oh shit
Mike - 143 says:
a giant spacerack is out to get us!
Liz says:
xD
Mike - 143 says:
as in
Mike - 143 says:
female boobulae
Mike - 143 says:
spacerack :D
Mike - 143 says:
sounds hot

I swear we aren't psychotic lol.